Thursday, June 10, 2010

Kicking against the Goads

by CHICKMELIONfreelance


Why do you despair and fret my dear?

Fully knowing that nothing occurs of it’s own aside from the very will of heaven? Fully knowing that nothing from heaven is cast upon us as refuse... or as bad fruits. Why then do you kick against the goads and sweat? You will only harm yourself and worse miss the blessings intended for you.

For nothing that has been written aside from the hand of Him who creates, can stand the test of time. Their letters will dissipate by the very breath of providence it’s self.

Perhaps if we all kept our hands behind our backs and trust in the processes of providence... would troubles and woes continue to happen ? Maybe...maybe not, but I do know this... it is in our continual insistence in putting our hands towards changing and manipulation our own process of growth, our own spiritual education that we kick our own universal balance off center. For it is when we only think of ourselves that we act in a manner that tears at the very fabric of “oneness”... the oneness that keeps the universe in balance... the very oneness that keeps us all alive. And it is when we fashion our own wills and our own ways, as if we were gods ourselves ( with far less insight and wisdom than the one who fashioned our providence) that we tend to fail and fail miserably. Then we lift our voices to the heavens and release the blame upon a non caring God. Ironic isn’t it? When we ourselves have assumed His role.

Is it the fear of the unknown that leads to the tendencies to reach out and attempt to protect one’s own interests? Thinking as a small speck of dust in the grand scheme of the universe and time...that we are forgotten. Or is it in fact that we ourselves have forgotten... forgotten what was mandated to us, whispered in our ear at birth... proof that our Creator is far from willing to give up on mankind just yet. Continuing to give each and every one of us the gift of life and love despite all our frailties and despite the curses that we lifted up to the heavens.

Is it greed that pulls our hands from behind our backs? Why is there the need for “one-up-man-ship”? It is a totally useless and childish process. Is it that there is not enough blessings in the entire universe to gift to us all? This “me” attitude is like a plague. It tears and scars the very flesh of the universe and the very flesh of our mother earth. Just take a look around and see... yes mankind... this is what our greed has created.

Be still, do not despair and fret. Be happy with who you are and what you have- thereby quieting your very essence. Let stillness fall across your very being and in that stillness open yourself... open your heart and soul to receive the bountiful blessings that heaven has intended for you. Put your hands behind your back and have a little faith mankind... Our creator has not given up on us yet!

WHEN I LEARN TO FLY


When I Learn To Fly...
I am a well crafted, amply blessed, lovingly painted, hand molded soul.
Made by ONE... as a unique entity in a universe of unique entities.
For the time being I am apprenticing in the safety of a molecular body,
( I look at it as protective gear for a game called life.)
I am charged with for the most part positive energy,
which I learn to regenerate from both heaven and earth.
Thus I learn to honor Father and Mother.
I am a replica of the universe.
I demonstrate to myself and to those who look at me,
the unity and balance that we all are.
Many in one... and one in many.
Working in conjunction yet as individuals; ever moving, ever evolving, ever changing, ever growing and ever seeking universal balance.
I am learning to be in this fluidity without being a harm.
Kicking at the "Oneness" .
Causing it to be off balance by my choices.
I learn the universal rule, "seek balance as a singular entity".
I learn not to be a free-radical that threatens.
I learn there is nothing new under the sun,
all is cyclical, for us all to learn.
I am taught that as bacteria threatens a molecular body, (as my eyes behold)....
my choices threaten the heavenly body, (as my spiritual eye beholds.)
I am as you are... and as all children born are;
proof that our creator has not lost faith in us.
Has not given up on mankind.
That all is not for nothing.
I am freedom of choice.
I am learning by freedom of choice.
I am free to build or destroy.
I am free to in a molecular state see the consequences of these choices.
Feel the consequences.
This choice is not infringed upon by He who crafted me.
It is His tool, as a wise parent, which allows me to taste, test, and see the integrity of positive by knowing negative.
For how then can I know the fullness of joy unless I have something to measure it with?
How then can I appreciate my soul unless it is bound by my molecular shroud?
By the wisdom of ONE, I am ever growing to a point where I will no longer need my shroud of a body to protect me.
I will have learned to be a heavenly body....
I will have learned to make my foot print light.

I will have learned to fly.....

I'm Gonna Try Peace

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Gonna lay my head down in the sand,
let the wind blow over my face.
Gonna render my body to the land,
and give it my sweet tears to taste.
Gonna lay my sword down on the soil
I am not going to swing it no more,
I have nothing to show for all the toil,
been stalemated , “settling the score.”
Gonna put my hands behind my back,
and let the will of heaven flow,
pray for some mercy to put me on track,
and refresh a weary parched soul.
Going to pick up a staff to hold instead,
and try to walk a mile in bare feet.
Gonna listen to what history has said
and pound my drum to a different beat.
Hold words in my mouth of a different plan,
and learn a whole different speech.
Gonna hold them to action as best as I can…
this time I gonna try PEACE!

There is a claim that miracles
are the fancy of imaginations;
and indeed they will be
if you are not open to receive them.
If you hold no faith,
if you do not use your eyes to see them,
if your definition is to tightly wrapped.
All these blocking the vital energy
that all miracles flow on.

You can not see
if you do not look!.
No one will hear you
if you do not speak.
Indeed you will not be tested ,
if you do not stand up for something,
but again....
you will never need a miracle either!
Nor will you experience the euphoria
of being blessed by one ,
unless you put yourself out there in faith,
standing firm in your convictions.

Life is a miracle in it's self,
and you would be squandering your life
unless you put yourself out there as well

by CMD